Promises with nothing inside

She telling me "no" but what she did showing me a "yes"
She never want to explain because is not important to her anymore
I'm holding my phone so tide hopping things will change
but she just refuse to reply

What could i say more?
Every time i ask she will just answer 'no, is not like that'
But never telling me how was it.
Everyday, she continue her life happily without knowing i'm so lonely inside

What else? but nothing i can do anymore.
She already make her decisions .
A decision never telling me the reason
I try not to guess but my head keep thinking night and days
All are lies from the beginning? I don't know.

Doubt ?

U able to live a life completely without me
I'll prove that I'm able too.
There's nothing so special about you
There just some fake and lies


if You think what i said is totally wrong , prove it.I'm waiting