Uncontrollable_Unwanted Feelings

Is already been months

and

You're with your friends, smiling, having fun
While I sit at home, all alone feeling so undone
I didn't have a clue, you keep ignore me and is still my fault ?
All I could do is sit by
thinking about how much I miss you.

Shall I ever hear from you again?
A question I always want to know
You don't seems to realize
You the one who always never reply my msg
And i never hate you before

Out of a sudden
"You putting blanket on me to make sure i wont get cold and end with a hugss*"
This is the second time you forward this msg to me .
I don't think you still remember.
I wonder, didnt u send to the wrong person?
But i still end up heartache the day after ~

You left the conversation without a goodbye
I wait and wait and still no reply
I know u good at doing that
But u'll never know how much pain i feel inside.

I still remember,
You came into my life, filled me with happiness
Now you leave me sad and lonely, a complete mess
Your absence feels cold and rough
But with you, I am still in love.
Thing will never turn out like Twilight
Happy sweet ending is not meant for me?
I.D.K

Those Chinese songs u send to me
I dare not listen
It bring back those unwanted memory
My heart cant handle it
I just don't know why
Such strong feeling will ever happen to me



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