The past make me confuse

After last interesting weekend, suddenly i fall into a place full of confusion, weird and kinda missing type of feeling. I don't know what really happen, but there's this "thing" keep going tru my head. DAMN , it sucks. I try to keep myself busy by drawing. Puff~ But when the moment i stop, i felt so empty. I'm waiting on something.Something suddenlly stop on Monday. I waited from Monday,6am.Till now, i haven get what i have been waiting for. what really happen? izit my fault?

Im confuse with it.